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10 November 2009 @ 12:56 am
Title: Lollipop Candy Land AU
Author: vivi
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: pre-slash Keita/Ryuichi
Disclaimer: boys not mine. Title from Tommy heavenly6’s single “Lollipop Candy BAD Girl”
Summary: Ryuichi gets lost in the fog. (feat. Kamenashi Kazuya of KAT-TUN)
A/N: Long time no see~~~ I wanted to write something for Halloween. As you can see, I'm over a week late. But this story isn't really Halloween-related, so I guess it's okay. :D
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01 September 2009 @ 11:54 pm
...yet.
RL sucks.
msn funny quote:
vivi's friend: any more bedroom tips? (he just got a new girlfriend)
vivi: lol
vivi's friend: LOL IS NOT A BEDROOM TIP.
i give the best tips.
RL sucks.
msn funny quote:
vivi's friend: any more bedroom tips? (he just got a new girlfriend)
vivi: lol
vivi's friend: LOL IS NOT A BEDROOM TIP.
i give the best tips.
31 July 2009 @ 02:09 am
Title: Safeword
Author: vivi
Pairing: Akame
Rating: R
Warnings: BDSM. Master!Kame, Slave!Jin.
Disclaimer: If only. At least story is mine :D
Summary: Five steps to collaring your very own slave.
A/N: I promised
winged_kame months and months ago that I would write her a BDSM Akame fic. This is nowhere near finished (obviously), but I figured I'd post the first part because some is better than none...right? Right?! D:
( Step 1: The Rules )
Author: vivi
Pairing: Akame
Rating: R
Warnings: BDSM. Master!Kame, Slave!Jin.
Disclaimer: If only. At least story is mine :D
Summary: Five steps to collaring your very own slave.
A/N: I promised
( Step 1: The Rules )
31 July 2009 @ 01:57 am
Title: Hell Hath No Fury, version Wookie
Author: vivi
Pairing: Yehsung/Ryeowook
Rating: NC-17 (for this part)
Warnings: genderswitch!Wookie, het!sex (or something like that)
Disclaimer: If only.
Summary: Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned :D
A/N: I swore up and down I wouldn't post anything until I got this next part up. It took forever, but here it is. A tiny tiny tiny Part 4. And I totally just cheated for the bedroom scene. This is still for
ayray . *runs away*
Previously:
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
Author: vivi
Pairing: Yehsung/Ryeowook
Rating: NC-17 (for this part)
Warnings: genderswitch!Wookie, het!sex (or something like that)
Disclaimer: If only.
Summary: Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned :D
A/N: I swore up and down I wouldn't post anything until I got this next part up. It took forever, but here it is. A tiny tiny tiny Part 4. And I totally just cheated for the bedroom scene. This is still for
Previously:
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
( Part 4 )
15 June 2009 @ 03:15 am
writing gender!bender smut between a guy and a guy-turned-girl. problem is i used "he" and "him" and pronouns even for the girl!guy because he's STILL A GUY even though physically he's, uh, a girl. makes for weird smut.
( Cut for the porn. )
( Cut for the porn. )
06 April 2009 @ 05:30 am
500 words, 2500 needed, due in less than 12 hours
so this is a hilarious 'Twilight' review. (don't click if you're a fan. :D)
i just can't help myself. morbid curiosity and all that. plus those horrible reviews are so funny to read. other people's pain is always fun. :D
so this is a hilarious 'Twilight' review. (don't click if you're a fan. :D)
i just can't help myself. morbid curiosity and all that. plus those horrible reviews are so funny to read. other people's pain is always fun. :D
06 April 2009 @ 02:56 am
i've decided to go for something different; i've had the same theme since i started LJ
i've been on an unofficial hiatus since my stuff got stolen in january - mostly because it was the second time in less than a year that i lost all my fics, and also because i was in this debate competition that sucked up a lot of my spare time.
but now i'm back from DC (where we lost T-T) and even though finals are just around the corner i'm sort of glad i have the energy (if not time) to start writing again, haha.
...as soon as i get over this pesky flu. walking in the rain in new york city really isn't the best way to get around...
i've been on an unofficial hiatus since my stuff got stolen in january - mostly because it was the second time in less than a year that i lost all my fics, and also because i was in this debate competition that sucked up a lot of my spare time.
but now i'm back from DC (where we lost T-T) and even though finals are just around the corner i'm sort of glad i have the energy (if not time) to start writing again, haha.
...as soon as i get over this pesky flu. walking in the rain in new york city really isn't the best way to get around...
13 February 2009 @ 01:25 am
so...that epic akame that i had been writing and got stolen with my airbook.
i'm redoing it. and i'm approaching it from a different perspective. for some reason i've decided that "don't speak" by no doubt is the title song to the akame soundtrack.
in other news, i saved myself copies of fics i had written in the past year, including the updated versions of long!fics.
re: double vision, jaeho
i'm having trouble as it's the last chapter. i'm considering adding an epilogue, but i do hate uneven numbers. because then it'd be ten chapters + 1 epilogue and that's 11 parts and. yes. well.
re: a sigh is just a sigh, keixryu
i just dl-ed this tiny clip from feel_the_fate (which i totally forgot i was member of law school sucks don't go unless you're willing to give up your entire life outside of school and i can't believe i had been missing out on so much w-inds. stuff for the past year and almost half... ._.") and the kei-ryu interaction had me dying. totally dying.
re: everything else.
*bows low* kotoba wa nai. moshiwakenai. T-T
less than 10 days until jessup competition and i'm super nervous because i was the spare but this one dude didn't want to be an oralist so now i am and i want to do well because i want to be a trial lawyer and aaaaar.
call me in 2 years i'll be your trial lawyer?!?!?!?!?!
i'm redoing it. and i'm approaching it from a different perspective. for some reason i've decided that "don't speak" by no doubt is the title song to the akame soundtrack.
in other news, i saved myself copies of fics i had written in the past year, including the updated versions of long!fics.
re: double vision, jaeho
i'm having trouble as it's the last chapter. i'm considering adding an epilogue, but i do hate uneven numbers. because then it'd be ten chapters + 1 epilogue and that's 11 parts and. yes. well.
re: a sigh is just a sigh, keixryu
i just dl-ed this tiny clip from feel_the_fate (which i totally forgot i was member of law school sucks don't go unless you're willing to give up your entire life outside of school and i can't believe i had been missing out on so much w-inds. stuff for the past year and almost half... ._.") and the kei-ryu interaction had me dying. totally dying.
re: everything else.
*bows low* kotoba wa nai. moshiwakenai. T-T
less than 10 days until jessup competition and i'm super nervous because i was the spare but this one dude didn't want to be an oralist so now i am and i want to do well because i want to be a trial lawyer and aaaaar.
call me in 2 years i'll be your trial lawyer?!?!?!?!?!
08 February 2009 @ 04:51 am
omg someone teach me how to multiple lj-cut. or something.
anyway, moot competition in 2 weeks. i'm an oralist for the respondent. hopefully we'll win and go to d.c. :D
anyway, moot competition in 2 weeks. i'm an oralist for the respondent. hopefully we'll win and go to d.c. :D
07 February 2009 @ 07:31 pm
...don't know what's wrong with me.
can't write.
went thru lj tagging all my old posts. never realised how much w-inds. fic i had written. i miss them. T-T
can't write.
went thru lj tagging all my old posts. never realised how much w-inds. fic i had written. i miss them. T-T
09 January 2009 @ 01:32 am
My bag was taken from the self-study lecture hall today at school. With about 25 people in the room, with a girl sitting behind my bag and a guy sitting in front of it. The girl said she saw an old guy come in and go out but she didn't see him take my bag. Security cameras caught the guy in question go into the hall and come out WITH MY BAG. Everything is gone. My schoolwork, my writing, all of it. I don't care about my wallet and phone and iPod. I can buy new ones. But my writing...
i'm sort of numb right now at the thought that I have to hand in 2 essays tomorrow. It's not like the teacher wouldn't want to give me an extension, it's just that it's for a competition, so there are no extensions to speak of.
All my writing is gone. I want to cry but I can't. I still have some stuff on an old USB from when I was transferring files to my macbook air (which was less than a year old, my poor baby), but that was from last year. So everything I had written since then (a lot of new half-done things and some half-finished chapters not yet posted), are all gone. Gone, gone, gone. Including the research I had been doing for my dissertation, my moot competition, and the epic Akame fic I had started making notes on.
It's 1:38 on my brother's spare laptop clock and the meeting tomorrow is at 9am.
It seems rather futile to cry now. I just need to get it done, but I just can't concentrate...
i'm sort of numb right now at the thought that I have to hand in 2 essays tomorrow. It's not like the teacher wouldn't want to give me an extension, it's just that it's for a competition, so there are no extensions to speak of.
All my writing is gone. I want to cry but I can't. I still have some stuff on an old USB from when I was transferring files to my macbook air (which was less than a year old, my poor baby), but that was from last year. So everything I had written since then (a lot of new half-done things and some half-finished chapters not yet posted), are all gone. Gone, gone, gone. Including the research I had been doing for my dissertation, my moot competition, and the epic Akame fic I had started making notes on.
It's 1:38 on my brother's spare laptop clock and the meeting tomorrow is at 9am.
It seems rather futile to cry now. I just need to get it done, but I just can't concentrate...
27 December 2008 @ 01:25 am
I've been declining more parties than going to parties, which is odd because I'm sort of known as The Law School Party Animal. There's a reason why my classmates call me Captain, AHAHAHA. :D
But here I am on Saturday, with 3 rejected parties, almost 1:30 am, drinking amazing sake (aged 27 years) and watching gokusen 2 with a teddy bear and...I don't know.
I guess I just needed the alone time. Now if I had a cigarette it would be perfect :D
But here I am on Saturday, with 3 rejected parties, almost 1:30 am, drinking amazing sake (aged 27 years) and watching gokusen 2 with a teddy bear and...I don't know.
I guess I just needed the alone time. Now if I had a cigarette it would be perfect :D
08 December 2008 @ 11:54 pm
DON'T LOSE THIS:
O.o o.O
It's like a push and pull, something bigger than the two of them, undefinable and refusing to be tied down by words, but what is Kame supposed to say when they ask? They ask, they all ask, and Kame doesn't know what to say, he never knows what to say. I'm an M, Jin says, watching Kame with those dark eyes, and Kame knows that it's only a sadist that can say words like that. I need a validation, Jin says, and the voice inside Kame (the voice that never leaves him and only grows louder within his head), the voice asks, laughing, is that supposed to be you? and Kame just doesn't know.
Hey, Jin says, hey, you know you're my kame-chan, right? and Kame turns to him like he is thirteen years old all over again, turns to him with big eyes and a hopeful smile and there's Yamapi. Yamapi's my mabudachi, and there's no room in their circle for Kame, no, not the Kame of this universe or this lifetime.
O.o o.O
It's like a push and pull, something bigger than the two of them, undefinable and refusing to be tied down by words, but what is Kame supposed to say when they ask? They ask, they all ask, and Kame doesn't know what to say, he never knows what to say. I'm an M, Jin says, watching Kame with those dark eyes, and Kame knows that it's only a sadist that can say words like that. I need a validation, Jin says, and the voice inside Kame (the voice that never leaves him and only grows louder within his head), the voice asks, laughing, is that supposed to be you? and Kame just doesn't know.
Hey, Jin says, hey, you know you're my kame-chan, right? and Kame turns to him like he is thirteen years old all over again, turns to him with big eyes and a hopeful smile and there's Yamapi. Yamapi's my mabudachi, and there's no room in their circle for Kame, no, not the Kame of this universe or this lifetime.
29 November 2008 @ 12:21 am
gmail chat between me and my friend, him on land paper me on equity & trusts paper, both classes taught by same professor 'L':
B: fuck L
me: WITH A HORSE DILDO.
i always knew i exemplified ladylike grace and gentle mannerisms. now if only i had a cigarette and a tumbler of nice whiskey, i'd be set T-T
O.o o.O
more fail from me:
me: they found on constructive trust though, right?
O.o o.O
why am i spamming my own journal omg. i'm also spamming ppl's flists. gomen ne.
B: fuck L
me: WITH A HORSE DILDO.
i always knew i exemplified ladylike grace and gentle mannerisms. now if only i had a cigarette and a tumbler of nice whiskey, i'd be set T-T
O.o o.O
more fail from me:
me: they found on constructive trust though, right?
or resulting? OMG WTF IS HAPPENING
O.o o.O
why am i spamming my own journal omg. i'm also spamming ppl's flists. gomen ne.
22 November 2008 @ 04:32 pm
law school is TOTALLY NOT WORKING OUT.
I can't do this all in 10 days!!!!
- land law research paper (3000 words: Steadman v Steadman)
- equity & trusts research paper (3000 words: haven't decided yet. probably stack v dowden because i don't really feel like reading Quistclose)
- study for company closed book, criminal, land and equity exams. :D
exams on:
- 2/12: company closed book. i'm going to die what? why can't we bring the ordinance in? what kind of fucktards are you?!
- 3/12: god i don't know. 4/12, 6/12 - whatever. i'm just going to die. D:
papers due in on friday, this is saturday, chacha is aiming to get them done by monday night, study group all day sunday (land law), ignoring the criminal ones even though they're pretty important, maybe i should do the criminal instead of land because i FUCKED UP MY CRIMINAL MIDTERM SO BAD.
sigh. i feel like crying BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME TO.
I can't do this all in 10 days!!!!
- land law research paper (3000 words: Steadman v Steadman)
- equity & trusts research paper (3000 words: haven't decided yet. probably stack v dowden because i don't really feel like reading Quistclose)
- study for company closed book, criminal, land and equity exams. :D
exams on:
- 2/12: company closed book. i'm going to die what? why can't we bring the ordinance in? what kind of fucktards are you?!
- 3/12: god i don't know. 4/12, 6/12 - whatever. i'm just going to die. D:
papers due in on friday, this is saturday, chacha is aiming to get them done by monday night, study group all day sunday (land law), ignoring the criminal ones even though they're pretty important, maybe i should do the criminal instead of land because i FUCKED UP MY CRIMINAL MIDTERM SO BAD.
sigh. i feel like crying BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME TO.
18 November 2008 @ 01:46 am
so I watched the infamous okinawa!akame clip that
newshfan so kindly subbed and has available for download at her LJ. Unfortunately, instead of squeeing over the chibi!akame cuteness, I couldn't help but feel...I don't know. Thoughtful. Contemplative. Sorry for Kame in an odd way. I wanted to give him a cookie and tell him, honey, you're going to be so hot in a few years, you don't need to do this.
The first thing that caught my attention was their arrival at the Okinawa airport. You see the two of them coming out through the doors and there is Kame struggling with three bags and Akanishi with absolutely nothing. Was it a case of, "Kame, could you hold this for me, I'm tired?" or, "Jin, do you want me to hold your bag for you?" or was it Jin complaining and Kame offering to hold his bag or was it Jin being an ass and just asking Kame to do it?
But regardless, since that scene, the whole reality of what akame might have been hasn't been sitting well with me. I'm not saying that they weren't friends because they probably were, but that Kame very obviously thought the world of Jin (and, I remember from stalking him on the internet, having referred to him in interviews when he was a Junior as his best friend? I may be wrong), but what did Jin think of Kame? Did he look at Kame with more than self-praising pity, in the sense that he was Kame's friend because he needed one and Kame was there? It was clear that at that time they were still at a different level than Yamapi and Ryo and regardless, it would have been harder for Jin to become part of their already established friendship than begin a new one with Kame who started around the same time as him. And then how did Pi and Jin become the very best friends in the whole world that Jin would even name his dog after their namesquish (Pin)? Besides which, there are the mysteries surrounding Jin's brief stint in the states and really, if he had wanted to learn English there are plenty of native English speakers living in Tokyo making a living out of teaching English.
So anyway. Watching that clip, it just...and then I also watched the Johnny's 2003 sports event backstage DVD clip, also by
newshfan . The senpai groups knew who Kamenashi was at the time - I remember someone from Tokio asking, "Is Kamenashi any good?" and someone going "Yeah, he is." But at the same time, that was before KAT-TUN had their official debut. And another senpai talking to Koichi was just like, "I don't even know who NewS is," and Koichi had to point them out. Anyway. Food for thought, I guess.
I need to write a tremendously long non-AU akame fic to work this out of my system because good lord, I've been thinking about the akame thing since I watched the okinawa clip LAST WEEK. WHAT THE FUCK, MAN. WHAT THE FUCK. NOT LIKE I DON'T HAVE 3 ESSAYS TO WRITE AND FINALS IN 2 WEEKS. GREAT. FUCKING GREAT. D: (plus 200+ cases to read and brief. yay research work. fuck.)
I guess I'll wax poetic again about why I love Kame, but that's another rant for another sleepless night. ^^
The first thing that caught my attention was their arrival at the Okinawa airport. You see the two of them coming out through the doors and there is Kame struggling with three bags and Akanishi with absolutely nothing. Was it a case of, "Kame, could you hold this for me, I'm tired?" or, "Jin, do you want me to hold your bag for you?" or was it Jin complaining and Kame offering to hold his bag or was it Jin being an ass and just asking Kame to do it?
But regardless, since that scene, the whole reality of what akame might have been hasn't been sitting well with me. I'm not saying that they weren't friends because they probably were, but that Kame very obviously thought the world of Jin (and, I remember from stalking him on the internet, having referred to him in interviews when he was a Junior as his best friend? I may be wrong), but what did Jin think of Kame? Did he look at Kame with more than self-praising pity, in the sense that he was Kame's friend because he needed one and Kame was there? It was clear that at that time they were still at a different level than Yamapi and Ryo and regardless, it would have been harder for Jin to become part of their already established friendship than begin a new one with Kame who started around the same time as him. And then how did Pi and Jin become the very best friends in the whole world that Jin would even name his dog after their namesquish (Pin)? Besides which, there are the mysteries surrounding Jin's brief stint in the states and really, if he had wanted to learn English there are plenty of native English speakers living in Tokyo making a living out of teaching English.
So anyway. Watching that clip, it just...and then I also watched the Johnny's 2003 sports event backstage DVD clip, also by
I need to write a tremendously long non-AU akame fic to work this out of my system because good lord, I've been thinking about the akame thing since I watched the okinawa clip LAST WEEK. WHAT THE FUCK, MAN. WHAT THE FUCK. NOT LIKE I DON'T HAVE 3 ESSAYS TO WRITE AND FINALS IN 2 WEEKS. GREAT. FUCKING GREAT. D: (plus 200+ cases to read and brief. yay research work. fuck.)
I guess I'll wax poetic again about why I love Kame, but that's another rant for another sleepless night. ^^
17 November 2008 @ 01:23 am
Title: Till Death Do Us Part
Pairing: Keita/Ryuichi
Author: venenatus.venustas
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Don’t own them.
Warnings: So much crack.
Summary: In an ancient world reigned by a woman, Ryuichi is nothing more than the Queen’s brother, locked up in the palace and waiting for an appointed marriage. What happens when the Queen finally decides on a match for him?
Pairing: Keita/Ryuichi
Author: venenatus.venustas
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Don’t own them.
Warnings: So much crack.
Summary: In an ancient world reigned by a woman, Ryuichi is nothing more than the Queen’s brother, locked up in the palace and waiting for an appointed marriage. What happens when the Queen finally decides on a match for him?
14 November 2008 @ 01:08 am
i is drunk
hahahahahaha
i hate my "friends" here. they're not really my friends, fuckers. GO DIE, ASSHOLES. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
hahahahahaha
i hate my "friends" here. they're not really my friends, fuckers. GO DIE, ASSHOLES. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
11 November 2008 @ 11:56 pm
Title: All In A Day’s Work AU (Alternate Universe)
Author: vivi
Pairing: Shoon/Yabu. Shobu?
Rating: PG-13
Length: 2/probably 3
Disclaimer: Don’t own the boys.
Warnings: Fluff?!
Summary: Yabu’s the young CEO to a branch of his family’s conglomerate empire. Shoon’s the Administrative Officer assigned to show him the ropes. :D
A/N: I was watching a taiwanese variety show earlier tonight and it just happened to be an episode where it was boys vs girls. Conclusion: I think like a boy. Perhaps it's because I've been trying to write through a boy's POV since I was a teenager (oh, boy love, how you have ruined me)? In the very least, it makes for a very atypical girl D: At least I'm not taiwanese so I'm not really a freak of nature?! Maybe. D:
A/N #2:My stalking revealed I found out Shoon is in law school. That makes him my No.2 after Shige, because Shige is in Aoyama which is, like, omg really good school. D:
Part One
( Part 2/supposedly 3... )
Author: vivi
Pairing: Shoon/Yabu. Shobu?
Rating: PG-13
Length: 2/probably 3
Disclaimer: Don’t own the boys.
Warnings: Fluff?!
Summary: Yabu’s the young CEO to a branch of his family’s conglomerate empire. Shoon’s the Administrative Officer assigned to show him the ropes. :D
A/N: I was watching a taiwanese variety show earlier tonight and it just happened to be an episode where it was boys vs girls. Conclusion: I think like a boy. Perhaps it's because I've been trying to write through a boy's POV since I was a teenager (oh, boy love, how you have ruined me)? In the very least, it makes for a very atypical girl D: At least I'm not taiwanese so I'm not really a freak of nature?! Maybe. D:
A/N #2:
Part One
( Part 2/supposedly 3... )
